Shah Alam, Selangor, Malaysia
I'm your everyday, regular 16-year-old girl with a high ambition. My life regulates around the boundaries which I have unconsciously set upon myself. I can be described as plain, competitive, emotional and thriving. My dream would be to publish a best-selling novel and be internationally known, and later get into (if possible) showbiz. So look out, world! Here comes the great, one and only, N. Hannah!
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Numerology

After stomping around, shaking off my sudden, unexplainable surge of anger; I was bored and was surfing the web. Lo and behold, people: I found myself, face-to-screen with this awesome thing called, numerology!

Its wicked cool.

They did this survey of my full name and I got this awesome in-depth result of my expression (which is, like, my unique out-take on the world and what I feel I must do as long as I'm still here), my soul urge (which is, like, the one thing in my heart and soul desperately yearns for; though nobody would actually know it) and, finally, my personality (which is how other people see me.

Coolio, right?

I've got my results right here, too! Check it:

Expression: 105 / 6
Family and home life are your main interests. You know how to nurture and accept anyone, therefore, many are drawn to you including those that others call, "strays". You have an eye for anything beautiful and your home is sure to reflect this, no matter what your budget is. You are proud of all your possessions and especially of the talents of your family members. Your generous, creative nature makes you the ideal host or guest at a party.

Soul Urge: 30 / 3
Your urge is to bring hope, joy and beauty to all you meet. You feel the best when you are in beautiful and comfortable surroundings. You have a creative essence and use your inspiration and imagination to make others happy. You enjoy attention and admiration, and you desire recognition for your talents.

Personality: 75 / 12 / 3
There seems to be a golden glow of optimism and joy around you wherever you go. You are witty and playful, and your idealistic nature irresistibly draws the little child out of everyone you meet. Ever creative and interesting to talk to, you are never long without people to cluster around your radiance. You enjoy dressing up and are very creative with accessories. You've got a style all your own, even if you don't follow fashion.

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also, I did this birth purpose numerology test -- in which they had surveyed my birthdate. Not to say, of course, that I believe in all this phooey-balooey stuff totally 100%, but, definitely; it WAS interesting.

Sad to say, though; for both my results (my name survey and birth survey), I was not as impressed as I would like to have been. I mean, I always hoped I was destined for greater thing -- WORLDLY things, y'know? But based on the results, it seems: I'm just this homebody type person; who's main priority is merely family and friends.

Check it:

Fairness, compassion and comfort are the gifts you are here to bestow. Those needing care and nurturing will naturally be drawn to you. Whether it be human or animal it is your destiny to empathize, heal and resolve conflict. You have all of the tools to make your world a more beautiful and loving place. Domestic responsibility, aesthetic arts, and fair judgment are some of the qualities you are here to express.

As the higher octave of the number 6, "master number" 33 is the number of compassion. It is called the Christ vibration and requires self-sacrifice, courage and unwavering commitment to reform , truth and healing. You are on a "mission", and other teachers will learn from your honesty, discipline and bravery. You are here to provide sustenance for the hungry, whether it be through food, beauty, education, ministry or medicine. Yours is the path of "savior".

The Life Path is divided into 3 great cycles, each governing us for specific durations throughout our life. The Seed Cycle begins at birth and colors our experiences through childhood and adolescence. During the year nearest our 28th birthday, we move into the Fruit Cycle which remains throughout the middle part of our life until the year nearest our 56th birthday, and the Harvest Cycle carries on from there. Taken all together, the Cycles show us the particular path, a sort of 'minor life path', that will lead to the fulfillment of our Life Purpose.

Seed Cycle: 7


When the 7 is the seed cycle, the child may spend much of their time alone, with their books and their ideas. Others may view them as unusual in some way. If encouraged and allowed, the 7 seed cycle can create a genius or child prodigy.

Fruit Cycle: 6


This cycle is about responsibility, duty, and serving one's fellow man. This nurturing is usually begun at home, as domesticity gives the 6 much pleasure. Beauty and harmony are sought and even fought for. The 6 may have a career as a decorator, beautician, chef, nurse or landscape architect. The most important thing during this cycle, however, is the maintaining of a happy and harmonious home life.

Harvest Cycle: 2
"Togetherness" is the theme of this cycle. You are unlikely to be alone because this is a phase of your life when partnership and sensitivity are being mastered. You are a natural networker - matching up friends with the things they need and it's the simple, yet precious joys in life that matter to you now. People, emotional connections and cooperative efforts are your priorities.


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I checked some of my friends and family members numerology out, too. Won't tell you the results, of course (they may want to keep it a secret!), but... I will say this:

their birth purposes, expressions and soul urge seem a WHOLE lot better than MINE ever did.

(like, sob, much?)

Flunk


Oh, before my whole emo post came along, I forgot to mention: I so flunked midterms. Golly, gee. Can't wait til finals, huh?

Reasons Why... Re-edited!

I decided to re-add the whole, "Reasons Why... I am a Loser" thing -- this time, new and improved! I suppose you could consider this as something meant as a joke; but I'm gosh-darn serious when I say I was miserable the last time I wrote this (which was last year, on my previous blog, btw).

Before I re-show it to the world, however, there is one thing I'd like to tell you. A minute thing; but, to me, incredibly face-slapping:

SOMEBODY has been snooping through MY personal stuff! Seriously; like, my diary, my internet history, my AMVs, my angst poetry, my half-written fanfiction. There is SOMEBODY in this house who doesn't have a life enough to actually find the time to look through MY personal belongings!

-and I think I know exactly who it is.

...

But anyways, here's that "Reasons Why" thing I promised you.

Enjoy, bitches.

Reasons Why.... I am a loser.

1) No one celebrates my birthday.

2) Almost 75% of my life is spent in front of the computer screen.

3) I talk to myself when I'm alone.

4) Even my alter ego has more of a life than I do.

5) I do not "cam-whore".

6) Even my rabbit hates me.

7) I make AMVs out of cartoon characters just for the heck of it.

8) I still listen to 90s music.

9) I have crushes on the non-existent.

10) People scare me.

11) I do not hold wild par-tays.

12) I do not get invited to wild par-tays.

13) I have to re-introduce myself each time I try to add someone on Friendster.

14) I envision myself as a whole different person.

15) No one likes me.

16) I am so unpopular that I don't even have enemies.

17) I hate answering the phone...

18) ...though the number of phone calls I get is close to non-existent.

19) I get nervous around other people.

20) I'm fat and lazy and haven't even gotten round to doing something about it.

21) If ever my picture shows up somewhere, no one would notice.

22) People forget I exist.

23) Rock music scares me.

24) Barbie dolls scare me.

25) I'm so pathetic that I even cry in my sleep.

26) No one bothers to say hi to me.

27) If people actually took the time to look through my personal stuff, the juiciest thing they'd find is the romance stories I had written during my free time.

28) I am an individual.

29) I do not succumb to the latest trends.

30) I have no friends.

31) I ran into a wall... quite a few times.

32) No one bothers to tell me anything.

33) My words are mostly ignored.

34) Even my mother doesn't listen to what I have to say.

35) I have been wearing the same shirt 6 days in a row.

36) My hair is always in bad condition.

37) I feel awkward even around my family.

38) I support Britney Spears and one day hope she'll make it back on top.

39) My love life is so non-existent, that I am forced to pair up fictional characters and make stories out of them through FanFiction.

40) Even I hate myself.

Tagged Myself Through Haida

Tagged myself through Haida:

1. What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?
Vanilla.

2. Cable or Satellite?
Satellite Cable.

3. Favorite video game?
Kingdom Hearts. Final Fantasy. X-Men.

4. Do you have to sleep with a fan on at night?
Air-cond, preferably. But, yes. Can't stand the weather.

5. Your feelings on global warming?
It sucks. We should do something about it before its too late.

6. Do you still have a VCR somewhere?
Yes. It doesn't work, though.

7. Been on a sailboat?
Sailboats are for worms.

8. Two of your best friends are fighting. Your reaction?
As usual, I'll take the awkward role as middle person.

9. Home Depot or Lowes?
Sorry, I'm from Kansas. :D

10. Beer or Hard Liquor?
I don't drink, thanks.

11. Best movie you’ve seen recently?
The Pursuit to Happiness.

12. Would you walk across broken glass for $100?
If I was desperate, yes.

13. Your feelings on dolphins?
The most intelligent creatures on the planet. So loving and forgiving. Haters should just drop dead.

14. Would you ever rob a bank?
Desperate times, desperate measures. Probably.

15. Do you plan out your day before it begins?
My day is always the same. Who needs planning?

16. What kind of digital camera do you have?
I have no idea.

17. Can you fall asleep with your eyes open?
I wouldn't know, would I? I'd be asleep, after all.

18. Winter or Summer?
At the moment, winter -- since summer in Malaysia is, like, everyday.

19. Your ex’s car breaks down and they ask you for a lift. Your response?
Depends on how we broke up -- ahh, I'd give him the lift, anyways.

20. Your feelings on Britney?
Her change was upsetting, but inevitable, I suppose. I hope she emerges a stronger individual through her recent... problems.

21. Do you go to the gym regularly?
Why d'you think I'm fat? Seriously.

22. Ever play with model trains?
I never understood model trains.

23. You’ve just bought a new house. What color will you paint the walls in the living room?
A tan-ish color, I think. Or something warm.

24. Best subject in school?
English...?

25. What are your goals for this year?
Make debate nationals -- though I hardly find that possible.

26. Do you spread false rumors about people just for the hell of it?
Hell no.

27. Do you consider yourself religious?
Hardly. Though I'd never commit myself to suicide, or underage sex, or anything else major.

28. Internet Explorer or Firefox?
Depends, really. Firefox, at the moment, since it doesn't hang as much.

29. Ever play online poker?
No.

30. For real money?
I don't play.

31. Describe the first house you lived in.
Messy.

32. Do you want to kick someone in the face right now?
Paula Abdul or Hailey Scarnato -- I hate them bitches.

33. Favorite sport to watch?
I don't watch sport.

34. You see someone running around naked in the street. Your reaction?
Walk away. Fast.

35. How much syrup do you put on your waffles and/or pancakes for breakfast?
A lot.

36. Favorite junk food?
I love Rollercoaster.

37. Bottled water. Yes or no?
Why not.

38. Do you have a lot of candles in your room?
No.

39. Are the files in your computer well organized or all over the place?
Well organized.

40. Are there dogs barking in your neighborhood right now?
No.

41. Where would you most like to be right now?
In the Carribeans. Somewhere under the stars.

42. Do you own a sleeping bag?
Yes.

43. UFC. Entertaining or stupid
What?

44. Favorite reality show?
American Idol. And, admittedly, America's Next Top Model.

45. What was the first CD you ever bought?
Ashlee Simpson's Autobiography (those were the confusing days).

46. Are all infomercials completely pointless?
Not exactly -- but I hardly thinks anyone cares.

47. Who are you voting for in 2008?
I don't vote, darling.

48. If money was no object, what car would you drive?
Something classy, like a Porche.

49. Last 5 played songs in your Itunes playlist?
I no longer own an Itunes.

50. Was this survey random enough for you?
Not exactly. This was pretty normal.

Names are interesting! :)

While scrolling through the internet today -- bored, of course -- I came across a few names that I found very interesting. Why? Its not because I'm planning on naming anyone anytime soon, but the names are, indeed, immensely appealing.

Perhaps, if Blake Lewis and I had a child, we won't name ALL of them after him and myself after all. I'll probably give way to names like Jared (meaning Down to Earth), Hayden (the Rosy Meadow), and Lucas.

Of course, Zachary (remembrance of the Lord), will most definitely be there (like, DUH!). He'll be first child, probably, since I really, really like the name.

BTW, I checked the 100 most popular names of 2007, and MINE (Hannah) came out 3rd!! -- for female! Zachary is, like, the 19th (male), and Blake is 78. AWESOME! We're like the commonly-named family of three or whatever! YAY!

Meaning of:

Blake -- Dark, Bright

Hannah -- Grace, Favour

AWESOME!

My Future Husband!

If you were as blown away by those three pics above (as I obviously was), then BE PREPARED for the awesome-est, hottest, smexiest picture EVER TAKEN. EVER.

Introducing...

MY future husband...

The one and only...

BLAKE LEWIS!!!

(SQUEALS!!!!!) (Dies in glee)

My Addiction to Blogthings!

Gosh, I've been bored all day. Actually taking the time doing pointless quizzes on Blogthings being proof.

Don't really have anything meaningful to blab on about today, believe it or not. Simply posted for the sake of... well, filling up this empty blog of mine. So... yeah. My playlist is currently running through The Devil Wear's Prada soundtrack, "Suddenly I See". Er. Yeah. Whatever.

Things I Have Learned About Myself Today:
a) I am 37% bitchy
b) I am pretty happy being single
c) I am 24% weirdo
d) My fashion profile is condemned, "geeky"
e) My life is rated PG (for mild swearing)
f) I was a panda in my past life
g) Of all the Bradys, I am most similar to Marcia Brady
h) I am a little messy
i) My personality cluster is introvert feeling
j) I am 65% grownup, 35% kid
k) I am 16% fake
l) I've got the inner glow of a blond, intensity of a redhead and wisdom of a brunette
m) I should paint my room blue
n) My superpower should be super speed
o) I am 40% normal
p) I am a candy heart
q) My sloth quotient is 89%
r) My power element is fire
s) My luck quotient is 46%
t) I have low self esteem 60% of the time
u) On average, I would sell out for about $305,526
v) I am kind of stupid
w) My linguistic profile is:
70% General American English, 20% Yankee, 5% Dixie
x) I apparently go for brains over body
y) I am a grilled cheese sandwich whose best-friend is a PB&J and enemy is the Ham Sandwich
z) I am 62% real.

Gasp!

If there is anything I consider myself proud of, its lying. I think I'm pretty darn good at it (on a count of I lie quite a bit). Because of this... erm... gift of mine, I kind of have the ability of telling when other people are lying to me (darn right!). Its one of those... intuition things, I believe.

The eyes, for one, won't keep direct contact -- or, if usually directed elsewhere during conversation, the liar would tend TO make direct contact. Stuttering, too, no doubt, proves my theory of liar. No matter how faint, the mere pause before answering is considered -- or, if answering to quickly, that, too, would be taken under account.

Now, okay, I'm not bragging. For all I know, the person I am referring to (you guess) hadn't been lying at all -- that I'm just going all paranoid and this entire post is an absolute waste of space.

But... seriously.

I am pretty darn sure.

So, note to whoever you are: I know where you live. And I know your secret.

So, gasp. Be afraid.